Ghosting
- beomiebear
- Jul 31, 2024
- 4 min read
Updated: Apr 4
⋆ Genre [Source: Naver/BigHit]: Nu Gaze, Indie Rock
⋆ Producing Credits: EL CAPITXN
⋆ Writing/Composing Credits: EL CAPITXN, danke, Kyler Niko, David Charles Fischer, TAEHYUN, Lee Su-ran, Lennon Stella, Erin McCarley, Slow Rabbit, SOOBIN, Kim Bo-sun, Ruuth, Chris James
ABOUT/MEANING: ‘Ghosting’ captures the eerie void left when someone important is abruptly cut off, conveying the boys’* confusion and hurt as they navigate the emotional emptiness of being ghosted by a friend or loved one. The song reflects feelings of disconnection and loss which are common during adolescence, as friendships evolve and life becomes more complex. The metaphor of "ghosting" mirrors the fear of abandonment and the struggle to cope with the emotional void that arises from missed connections. This sense of isolation and longing resonates with TXT’s own experiences during the COVID-19 pandemic when they were unable to connect with MOA. It also reflects a time earlier in their career when health issues delayed their first comeback, leaving the members to face the void left by these missed interactions and many "fans" withdrawing their support. ‘Ghosting’ sets the tone for the boys’ emotional journey through this album, addressing fractured connections and the uncertainty that comes with the transition into young adulthood.
*For further context on the song check out the 'Minisode 1: Blue Hour' album summary
LYRICS - ENGLISH TRANSLATION (translations by @translatingTXT)
You disappeared, dis-disappeared
Like a faint ghost, dis-disappeared
You disappeared, dis-disappeared
Like a faint ghost, dis-disappeared
In a room where only echoes remain
CONTEXT/EXPLANATION: While this could refer to a literal, empty physical room, in the context of the song, it likely symbolizes a chatroom on KakaoTalk, a popular messaging app in Korea.
I wander alone all the time
I’m like a ghost
Like a ghost
Messages filling up the rectangular screen
Our tiki-taka was so good
CONTEXT/EXPLANATION: The term tiki-taka originated in Spanish football, where it describes a style of play characterized by short, quick passes and maintaining possession of the ball. The term is onomatopoeic, mimicking the sound of fast passing. In Korean, it has been adopted to describe good chemistry or seamless interactions between people, where communication and collaboration are effortless - much like the fluid passing in football.
But something is strange
It's already been a week
Still, only the number greets me, just a 1
CONTEXT/EXPLANATION: This line refers to the familiar indicator on KakaoTalk, a popular messaging app in Korea. When you send a message and it hasn't been read by the recipient, a small '1' appears next to the message, indicating that the message is still unread.
Staring blankly at the lonely floating window
To the right, only my words roll around alone
CONTEXT/EXPLANATION: This line refers to the layout of KakaoTalk (and most messaging apps), where the sender's messages are displayed on the right-hand side of the screen (sometimes referred to as a window), while the recipient's messages appear on the left.
I'm getting more and more anxious
All day all day all day all day
All of a sudden you disappeared, dis-disappeared
Like a faint ghost, dis-disappeared
I ask into the void
What am I to you? (What am I?)
All of a sudden you disappeared, dis-disappeared
Like a faint ghost, dis-disappeared
In this room where only echoes remain
I wander alone all the time
I’m like a ghost
I stare blankly at your new post
Hashtag 'Today_the_sky_is_so_pretty'
I can’t believe it
From my world, you've already logged out
Now I finally realize
Staying up all night again, eyes wide open, like a zombie
I'm searching for a sign of a goodbye in our conversations
But I still don't get it
All day all day all day all day
All of a sudden you disappeared, dis-disappeared
Like a faint ghost, dis-disappeared
I ask into the void
What am I to you? (What am I?)
All of a sudden you disappeared, dis-disappeared
Like a faint ghost, dis-disappeared
In this room where only echoes remain
I wander alone all the time
I’m like a ghost
Honestly, I know that
‘No answer’ is your answer
But I can’t get used to this (oh)
The fact that I’m alone (oh)
Like the ‘us’ in the picture (like that)
We have to go back
I’m still here (I'm still here)
I’m still here
All of a sudden you disappeared, dis-disappeared
Like a faint ghost, dis-disappeared
I ask into the void
What am I to you? (What am I?)
All of a sudden you disappeared, dis-disappeared
Like a faint ghost, dis-disappeared
In this room where only echoes remain
I wander alone all the time
Like a ghost
Helpful Context (Album Summary): 'Minisode 1: Blue Hour’ captures a reflective moment in the boys’* journey, bridging 'The Dream Chapters' and 'The Chaos Chapters.' Centered around the “blue hour” - the transition between day and night - the album delves into feelings of uncertainty, disillusionment, and nostalgia. The blue hour serves as a metaphor for the bittersweet and confusing experiences of adolescence, marked by a desire to hold onto the fading light of day before the darkness of night fully sets in. As friendships wane and the world grows unfamiliar, the boys grapple with isolation and the fear of an uncertain future, desperately clinging to past memories. Influenced by the pandemic, the album also mirrors the collective emotional struggles brought on by isolation and confusion. Yet, amidst this uncertainty, they begin to find moments of clarity and growth, embracing the fleeting beauty of youth and the inevitable changes it brings.
Helpful Context (Album Series Summary): In between each series of chapters in TXT's discography, 'minisodes' are released. Minisodes serve as transitional bridges, between chapters, guiding the listener from one era to the next while introducing new themes and emotional turning points.
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