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Maze in the Mirror

Jul 31, 2024
4 min read

Updated: 2 days ago

⋆ Genre: Brit Pop

Producing Credits: Slow Rabbit, Beomgyu

Writing/Composing Credits: Slow Rabbit, Yeonjun, Beomgyu, ADORA, Hueningkai, Soobin, Taehyun

ABOUT/MEANING: “Maze in the Mirror” explores the loss of self that can occur while pursuing something intensely, drawing directly from TXT’s experiences before debut. Beomgyu first began writing the song during his trainee years, when the person looking back at him in the mirror started to feel strangely unfamiliar. As he later explained,

“[As a trainee] I started to see somebody else from my own reflection in the mirror. It didn't seem like the ‘me’ I used to know. I felt like I was trapped in a maze. That's how ‘Maze in the Mirror’ came to be.”

The song transforms that experience into its central metaphor. A reflection should be the most familiar image possible, yet here it becomes a source of confusion: somewhere between who he once was and the person he was becoming in pursuit of his dream, Beomgyu struggled to recognise himself. The “maze” therefore represents not simply uncertainty about the future, but the disorienting experience of losing sight of your own identity while working relentlessly towards it.


The other members contributed lyrics inspired by their own trainee experiences, expanding Beomgyu’s personal starting point into something they had experienced collectively. Rather than resolving that uncertainty with easy optimism, the song remains vulnerable and searching. They long to find a way out of the maze and recognise themselves again, capturing the difficult reality that pursuing a dream can open extraordinary possibilities while also requiring changes and sacrifices that can be difficult to understand while you are experiencing them.


Within The Dream Chapter: ETERNITY, this autobiographical experience resonates with an album in which things once believed to be secure are becoming increasingly uncertain. After earlier songs explore feeling unseen or disconnected from others, “Maze in the Mirror” turns that uncertainty inward: even your own reflection can become someone you no longer recognise.

LYRICS - ENGLISH TRANSLATION


I try to run, wondering where the end is

But in the mirror, it's a maze

Protection confines me like a control

Even though it hurts, I shouldn't complain

This world, the world that keeps me hidden

Please don’t give up on me

We’ll be going up, don’t fall

Inside the mirror above me,

Trying to fit myself in this large frame

But still, I feel so very small

Please, please find me

In front of the mirror, I surrender again

It’s so dark here

My fragile shoulders

They can’t hide or stand tall

At the end of the maze, at the end of the maze

Beyond the mirror on the other side

Please, please find me

Please don’t give up on me

 

No oh oh oh oh oh oh

No oh oh oh oh oh oh

So my fragile shoulders

They can lean on and rest

So they can rest

No oh oh oh oh oh oh

No oh oh oh oh oh oh

Please, please find me

I reach my hand following the light

In the mirror I push myself

In that broken and fragmented form

I can’t even find the real me

Please, please find me

I surrender in front of the mirror again

It’s too dark here

My fragile shoulders

They can’t hide or stand tall

At the end of the maze, at the end of the maze

Beyond the mirror on the other side

Please, please find me

Please don’t give up on me

 

I want to fly now

Like Peter Pan flying for eternity (fly fly fly)

CONTEXT/CONNECTION: Peter Pan is the eternally youthful boy from J. M. Barrie's story who can fly and lives in the fantastical world of Neverland. Here, his flight offers an image of freedom from the maze in which the boys feel trapped, while his eternal youth also resonates with the anxieties surrounding growth and change explored throughout TXT's music. Peter Pan and Neverland later become much more prominent in The Name Chapter: TEMPTATION (2023), where Neverland represents the temptation to remain within the freedom and fantasy of youth rather than continue growing up.

I want to become a star

CONNECTION/ADDITIONAL INTERPRETATION: The desire to “become a star” carries particular significance in an autobiographical song about TXT's trainee years. Stars have represented dreams and aspirations throughout The Dream Chapter, but here the image can also be understood literally: the boys were trainees working towards their dream of becoming performers or “stars.” Placed alongside the “pure sweat” they shed while pursuing that goal, the lyric connects TXT's recurring star imagery directly with the real experiences behind their debut.

Like that pure sweat, I shed for the first time

CONNECTION: “Sweat” is another song written by the members about their trainee years and was released as a secret track alongside The Dream Chapter: ETERNITY. While “Maze in the Mirror” focuses on the confusion and loss of self they experienced while pursuing their dream, “Sweat” looks back on the effort they endured together and the bond formed through those years. The reference to the “pure sweat” they shed therefore takes on additional resonance alongside the two songs' shared autobiographical context.

I surrender in front of the mirror again

It’s too dark here

My fragile shoulders

They can’t hide or stand tall

 

At the end of the maze, at the end of the maze

Beyond the mirror on the other side

Please, please find me

Please don’t give up on me

 

No oh oh oh oh oh oh

No oh oh oh oh oh oh

So my fragile shoulders

They can lean on and rest

So they can rest

 

No oh oh oh oh oh oh

No oh oh oh oh oh oh

Please, please find me


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